Perhaps by now you’ve noticed my tendency to share quickly scrawled (and sometimes recorded) poetry on Instagram, rather than here. I’m not sure how the habit developed, but I’m enjoying it nonetheless. Still, when a big enough pile of poems piles up over there I feel the need to put them all together somewhere. Thank you for allowing me a space to do it.
Ferried Away
Forever wasn’t too long. Not with you. The boat took you Away from us. I would’ve given you All my tomorrows. Now I’m left with Only cerulean spray.
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The process for writing this poem was inspired by and his weekly ritual of letting a roll of the dice determine his poem’s structure. On this particular week I decided to join in the fun. If you want to also, you can find instructions here. Thanks for the awesome idea, Zack!
Emotional Anatomy
I keep sadness in my sternum. If you crack me open you will find a small box curved along my diaphragm. Some days it holds so much I cannot breathe under its weight. But, if you were to call I would whisper hello and and eek out an ounce of anguish. If you told me a story, I would likely laugh and empty the box entirely. Because while sadness lives within my ribs, I hold joy in the curve of my lips.
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I have long been fascinated by the ways we use language to attach emotion to parts of the body. His heart was broken. She knew it in her gut. Their head was spinning. I wrote this poem to share where a few of my feelings live.
My Real World
I can no longer tell the difference Between the world I imagined And the one I have made. The line that separates possible From probable is gone. In its place is only a woman Saturated with stories Of other versions of me That all fight to be the one Whose world is real.
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Sirena over at Mermaid Reveries regularly posts poetry prompts. I don’t often do them, but this particular prompt was right in line with what I’d already been ruminating on over my coffee. I typed this into my phone while I sipped and liked it enough to share.
The Bravest You Can Be
Be brave she said to him in the low light of a Sunday. Be brave she said it again to make sure he heard. That’s how badly she wanted him to be free. It echoed for days before he leapt. His courage unfurling like resplendent wings. She was proud, but knew there was more so she told him again, Be brave. Then she watched in delighted awe at what he was becoming because he let himself try. She observed from the safety of her own insecurity as he flew away into being fully realized version of the person she saw beneath his fear. As the bravest person he can be.
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I’m still obsessed with Emotional Anatomy. And my gosh if My Real World isn’t just my entire life 😂